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eki
the rain won’t stop.
the wind won’t stop.
it seems so far away….that certain place which i want to go.
wasn’t it just a few stops away?
why does it seem like it’s far beyond my reach?
the train passed me by….
in and out… everyone is moving pass me.
but i stay still…
what am i waiting for?
who am i waiting for?
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new paradise
somebody is crying in the sky
somebody is lost in this night
how do i grab hold of the sky?
there’s no answer .. no way to follow
will this road lead to my new paradise?
it was as if the answer was everywhere
and could be reached by holding out my hand
changed my mind and wanted to face it
by [...]

i’m coping
…how well i’m doing.. i dare not evaluate..
i’m coping with my differences from everyone else.
i have nothing while they do. that made me inbalance for a while… or maybe… for most parts of my life.
i won’t say i’ve let go of that realization. i can only comment that.. i don’t hold on that tightly [...]

flower
she’s hiding in the garden…thinking it over.
wearing a flowery dress…
as if flowers were her amour.
she buried all her weaknesses.
and picked up confidence
washed herself off all burdens and dried…
you can see me now… she said
planning to let you see the face of perfection once more
before erasing herself from all memories
i will fall in love again then [...]

neon genesis evangelion
now..i’ll get into details. it’s as confusing as confusing can get. but trust me… if u like stories with dark themes… you’ll love this. here goes… avis… i think you’ll like it leh~~~
AD 2015. 15 years has passed since the Second Impact. ( that’s a major catastrophe which happened in AD 2000 [...]