… ready to play

a raging bolt of anger
i’ve decided to drop my student. say goodbye.. sayonara..ciao.. wateva it is. his mother is a bitch.. lamenting that i always leave early. damn you … i’ve been told that each session is for 1.5 hours… but she insisted it’s 2. right.. you pay me peanuts.. and expect me to produce [...]

music to the ears.
that will NOT apply when i’m playing my cello… ooooh.. my notes keep going off-key. argh.. a problem i never met during my days when i did the flute.. but i’m getting the hang of it.. with zhengmei coaching me.. haha.. so pressurizing..soooo pressurizing. i’m pretty pressured into producing results..FAST. cuz i [...]

hmmmm…thoughtful
well well well well well…what can i say?
basically nothing.
today… i don’t know. i didn’t think about it then. it’s only now that i thought about it. i mean…recall or something.
i felt… a little hurt. well.. i’m not complaining or anything. i’m just… recalling what i thought.
i was alone… so… i wanted to [...]

a tale of two sisters

*warning: spoilers ahead!*
i love this poster… totally…absolutely… this poster is a work of art. drenched in blood… it presents a kind of twisted beauty.. which in my eyes… is entirely a piece of artwork.
the show.. which i’m too lazy to go into details here… is.. well.. shocking at parts. it has [...]

queue

threw away that big old track shoes i always wore
and changed into that pair of new high heels i just bought
i’m no longer that little kid you always call me
you said you wanna go shopping in the afternoon…
and karaoke in the night…
ok… i’ll definitely say “ok”…
though i’m nobody to you
i’ll be with you all the [...]

nostalgia.
it may not seem like such a bad thing all the time.
yesterday night… after a tedious session of orchestra practice.. i still can’t really find my notes on the cello that well yet. heh.. it almost seemed like heaven to me to be able to go for dinner.. i was so very hungry. huiyi [...]

a loss of conciousness
today.. i clocked an amazing 13 hours in sleep. wow.. that’s quite a feat… considering that normally.. i would get less than.. say… 7 hours. muah ha ha ha … a desperate attempt to alleviate my dark eyerings. but…of course.. to enjoy such long hours of undisturbed sleep…something must be sacrifice in [...]

a wonderous.. journey.
if there even is such a word. muah ha hah a..
i’m tired and all dead beat. 3 lectures in one shot. 5 hours of pure slacking. 2.5 hours of orchestra practice. my gawd.
psychology.. .being my first lecture of the day… at 8.00 am (!) is a killer. literally. today…we learnt all [...]

ooooh
….what i feel now about this henna tattoo i got off the streets of orchard road.
it is sitting nicely on my left arm… but somehow it has this burning sensation that’s constantly bugging me. i do not know how i will react should there be a skin allergy on my part. though i’m pretty sure [...]

the moment

at this very moment
i looked back at myself
all the scenery that passed on my way here
how enchanting, how intriguing
at the next moment
where would i be flying to?
the raincoat that’s gradually overcome by fatigue
will give you more courage
leave me without any worries
i will always remember this moment
and those unbelievable dreams that are still soaring in [...]