… ready to play

a running nose…
i’m sick.. coughing.. heavy head…runny nose.. and i’m starting to sneeze.
ooh. bad time for this man. exams coming and i spend my days drifting in and out of consciousness… haha.. totally can’t stay awake for more than 3 hours without feeling a pain in my head.. haha.
well well… i’m totally sickish now.. had [...]

i’m here… saying nothing.
what’s more to say anyway?
i suddenly want to compile some stuffs.. just too bored on a crazy sunday afternoon (non-stop stats mugging later.. so just let me vent out some frustration first)
My Favourite Men (Clap clap clap!)
1. Lt. Roy Mustang (Full Metal Alchemist
2. Tsukishima Yukito/Yue (CCS)
3. Cho Hakkai , Genjo Sanzo (Saiyuki)
4. [...]

women nowadays.
what’s up with women nowadays? or the so-called modern women? what is up?
the channel 8 show on tv now… i dislike it so much that i really don’t bother to remember the title really.. is totally giving out the wrong messages…
independent women don’t necessarily have casual sex or ideas… it’s plain bulls**t… modern women [...]

unknown. unthinkable
you know.. i don’t even understand myself anymore.
every minute…every moment.. i am doing things that i don’t understand. that i myself don’t understand. i fully knew that if i were to continue.. i would lose all grounds. i would lose all the chances that i.. perhaps have.. even if it was just something sooo [...]

good intentions
though i’ve tried, i’ve fallen
i have sunk so low
i’m messed up, better i should knows
so don’t u come round here and tell me “i’ve told you so”
apparently, i’m now super stuck in school.. an event supposed to take place at 10am is now called off.. and i would have to wait til 12pm for [...]

proven wrong
and as the fact proves…
it doesn’t even need three days.
one. it needed only one.
listening to: nothing

on the go.. but then again.
back on track?
it seems like that…
but then again… three days. four at most.
and it will all go back to the same.
unsettling… but yet.. what can be done?
too much to think about.. or perhaps oversensitive here.
once again.. a reminder to myself.
nothing. absolutely NOTHING is happening.
listening to: chemistry — your [...]

revelry
it broke. the link between us.
everything changes. u did. me too.
wah.. tonight’s concert was pretty good.. though i fumbled quite a bit.. haha.. pretty nervous.. first time as a cellist.. first time having my name written in the member’s lists under cello section.. first time looking at the conductor during a concert from a different [...]

a title for me. for you. for us.
we don’t talk anymore.
perhaps this is how we survive each other
busy week.. killer. co practices… tests… killer stats…. projects… two in fact.. and whole load of assignments… wow.. four more weeks to exams and i can totally foresee a battle of waterloo…
i must first thank my lucky [...]