… ready to play

something so random
DO YOU:
Smoke?: No.. my oppa does though. naughty oppa!
Read the newspaper?: Yes… i really do. but i only read the chinese ones.
Pray?: yes.. when i’m in deep shi+ or big big trouble.
Been in love?: No.. if my oppa doesn’t count. lolz~
Gone skinny dipping?: nope… singapore govt will catch.
Had a medical emergency?: [...]

it’s not my fault
… that you happen to be there when i needed an outlet for all my unknown frustrations.
yesterday night…. i was having a bout of frustration-attacks. it’s just times when i feel so blardee frustrated… irritated by the SMALLEST things and i get into a bitch fit. yes… i do. haha. there’s no [...]

i say things i don’t mean…
.. all the time.
yesterday.. i went to rvco’s zhi yin concert at victoria concert hall. i miss the road to the hall from raffles city. it’s a path much taken when i was still in rv.. when i faithfully attended sco’s concerts… everytime we would meet at raffles city… have [...]

trusted and trusting
lolz. i didn’t realize how long it was since my last post until my hyung-su told me… well.. so let me give my mind a big run-through…
school has started… but as it started and as i face the new school semester… i was hit by news that i may have problems with my [...]

me and my cello
today is the first co practice in 2005. and i loved it. i think i can say i enjoyed every moment of it. i lost my scores unfortunately (will need to get them again) but i’m so glad that… i can play what i’m supposed to without looking at my own scores.. [...]

my weak heart
yesterday… for that particular moment, everyone in my family thought my sister was dead. she fainted in the toilet… my mum dragged her out, screaming for my father and my brother to help. she shook my sister… shouting her name.. on the verge of tears. my father too…. was crying as he shouted [...]